Am so tired right now.. hv been studying all day.. finally.. and now that i am studying i realise there is just so much left to study. im kinda scared. pardon the small 'i's and other stuff. i got no energy. may be cz i skipped dinner.. mann ni hua. I had two cups of tea instead to keep me awake.
what is all this gibberish? nothing.. js the need to write..
recently read an article in HT.. a nice spiritual one.. was written than for different people different things cn act at meditative. For some it is dancing, for some smoking, for some i dont know what...for the writer of the piece it was writing only. me too.
today and for somedays now i have been going thru my drafts (423 as of today) of last few months. pages and pages and pages of letters, unfinished poetry, finished poetry, some anecdotes, some philosophical wanderings, some not so philosophical wailing, some ranting rumbling..its known that one writes best when in any extreme emotions..especially morose ones. Some of the poems i had written in hindi i would hv liked to share but they are way too personal for public reading. But i would like to know people's opinions.. if only they'd buy it when i say it's all written JLT -- which it is so not.
I realise what's happening. It has happened so many times that the pattern is so familiar. And i can only sigh. I see myself standing. Na aate banta hai na jate..aur khare rehte dekhte to bilkul nahi banta.
Back to constitutional law.
Lv
Neha
PS: i js want single spacing between my paragraphs.. and it js wont happen. pls help smbdy.
