I spend these days seeing my panther trying to get up and fall..struggling against his body..but keen on his will. He still looks like he is smiling and laughing. Only he can laugh at his own miseries, as tears run down my cheeks.. wetting his stretched paw. I've seen my baby jump and holler..i've seen him pine and dance.. I've had moments where he seemed to tell me to be strong. D same darlin is now lying low by my side.. Barkin an occassional bark..as if calling out to me.. but when I go to him he says nothing. I don't know wat he asks from me as he barks out loud and clear as if d disease is flippant still. He has gotten angrier than ever now.. Perhaps he's tryin to make me unlove him.. Or perhaps dat wud be a long shot. I dont know which dawn wud be d last for him..or which dusk wud take him away..as i see him look at me wid his ever so deep dark eyes.. I want to tell him all wud be fine. But i know nothin will.. I know nothing will... I lv u yaar mere.. kyu ja ra hai yaar .. Mat jana kahin.. Mere paas reh ja.. Theek ho ja na.. im all broken yar.. I lv u myjaan
