The haze before the storm

Hey Deary!

I am just back from college. I hardly had any class today but I did attend one seminar which was about Legal Profession..the speaker was some eminent Advocate who practices at the SC mostly and whom i have seen many a times at the HC Chief Justice's Courtroom.. he is always sitting on the defendant's side...he is a top notch Govt counsel I presume. Nice soft speaker with oodles of knowledge about Literature besides Law! A combination soooooo alluring to me!

I don't know if i have mentioned it to you but of late i have been feeling kinda reluctant to take decisions about my career..i know i keep procrastinating about the ultimate place i wanna be.. the tussle being between my desire to pursue Law itself or just bravely change gears and get back into Journalism...deeper down these two roads I have chalked out for myself certain serious and confirmed parameters about what kinda Journalism I want to pursue and what kinda law practice I would want to get into. Sometimes knowing too much confuses you all the more..and thats the case with me I suppose, given the slew of internships and jobs that i have held before! Ofcourse I regret none of those stints..except perhaps the one in at ANI..a multimedia news agency. Anyway.. the point i was getting into was that after the seminar today i felt heaps better than lets say last night with regard my career. I felt the suffocation lifting.. I even gained some long lost confidence. :) But that is not the end of the problem! Far from it! Though I still can't say which road I'm gonna tread on, at least I'm again seeing the roads clearly.. without much haze. The problem was never the roads.. the problem was the haze. And you know what my heart says I would do? I would continue in law for sometime while still continuing my writing and ultimately end up in journalism. :P Not much of a 'choice' is it?? 

So, what else... ok that thing i cant tell you about, that thing too and that other thing too! So, bye for now!

Neha